I went 4 da Cross country race tday.. Kinda exciting..and cnt w8.. b4 it satrtd...went to Chinese garden with Qian yi... kiits been a while since i went to tht plce.. yup.. memories everywhere i go...so we walk and wlk..wen reached sat dwn...lets skip till  da strting of da race...yup.. all netballers had high hpes...coach wntd at least one of us to get tp three in da lvl....so.. all netballers rushed to the front strtin line..."HORN!!!" it sounded...all run as fast as they could...I was around 5th to 8th...run run run...I tot i was gone enjoy it...1..2..3.. i count da marshals....after passing by a friend of mine which is a marshal....smthin hapen..and i had to stop...i cnt breathe...cnt breathe...cnt breathe...and i tot i was goin a die thre....i wlked.. stil runin. tough...i was at position 60 and above maybe..before BIG bridge till end race...i race up...and got up..51..mayB.. around.. thre..but juz 5 meters frm finish line.. a gal raced with me..she got frnt..so yeah.. u knw wht i meant...kinda abit sad..bt nvmd..i am GLAD that shimin got 2nd for the lvl.. yup accomplished coach's request.. at end  of race was not that hapy...Farhana was not well..she was thre sitting woried while everyone happily went home laughing...in my heart saying.. OMG!!R U OK!!??...of cors .i didnt shout..